Wednesday, April 08, 2009


My husband came in the house just now and asked me how the my painting went. I said good. He said, W"hat would you say if I told you I followed you today and you didn't go to the arts Clubhouse?"

I didn't. I made love all day with another man. It was incredible, beautiful, breathtaking.

I just looked at my husband and said, "Why would you follow me?" He walked out of the house and slammed the door.

I want out.


jcat said...

But before you do anything too irretractable, please talk to Dr X, and please consider counselling with H/B. Not to necessarily save the marriage, but to make sure that you do whatever you do for the right reasons.

And big hugs in the meantime. I know you don't have full comms at your sisters, but I am very relieved that you have posted again.

Dr. Shock said...

Good to read your post again, words are probably not enough in these difficult times but please take care.
It could be wise to try to find out what you really want at this time, I am with jcat, kind regards, Dr Shock