tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post3482775552760716225..comments2023-10-25T07:20:23.858-07:00Comments on Vicarious Therapy: SpiesAquahttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16230285017033299419noreply@blogger.comBlogger7125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-75606984644704583012009-07-05T12:06:30.514-07:002009-07-05T12:06:30.514-07:00HBW,
I feel for you. I forgot about the PCBrigade...HBW,<br />I feel for you. I forgot about the PCBrigade! I feel like everyone stares at me and judges me all the time. It is an awful feeling to feel so constantly conspicuous. It makes me not want to go places. This is different for me than being spied on...it is some kind of narcissistic nightmare.<br />...aquaAquahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16230285017033299419noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-63406383002762870722009-07-05T11:57:20.282-07:002009-07-05T11:57:20.282-07:00I feel the same way that I'm being followed wh...I feel the same way that I'm being followed while I'm driving especially. And whenever I walk outside I instantly feel dozens of eyes upon me. I think they are working as a private citizen brigade for the FBI or police department. I have no idea what I would be doing wrong either but I sure feel guilty. All the time.Handsome B. Wonderfulhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11524517496880481239noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-30825083635608409892009-07-03T09:47:40.992-07:002009-07-03T09:47:40.992-07:00Thanks each of you for your encouragement.
Anon.:...Thanks each of you for your encouragement.<br /><br />Anon.: Thanks for posting what you did. The "spies" are not you because they have been visiting every single day for more than a year.<br /><br />Your words are so kind and I needed to hear them right now. I hope I hear from you more in the future.<br />...aqua<br /><br />takeAquahttps://www.blogger.com/profile/16230285017033299419noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-14108948941434174842009-07-02T20:09:35.650-07:002009-07-02T20:09:35.650-07:00Hi Aqua,
I have been meaning to post something he...Hi Aqua,<br /><br />I have been meaning to post something here, but I am wary of posting things on the Internet-- so every time I have started to write a comment I have deleted it before posting it.<br /><br />But I wanted to write a note here because I am worried that my very constant lurking around your blog might seem suspicious. <br /><br />I stumbled on your blog a little while ago and I keep coming back to read because:<br /><br />-you describe feelings and experiences that I have had very well, and sometimes I find it very hard to relate to some people's experiences with this. <br /><br />-sometimes when I am stressed or overwhelmed I get a bit focused on reading the same things....or spending too much time on the Internet anyway...in any case, my attention gets a bit "fixed", and lately that seems to mean that I read and reread the same blogs<br /><br />-you write very well, and I like your blog! <br /><br />I just wanted to post this here, because I know that you check your visitor stats...and I'm pretty sure that my use of your site over the past week or so looks suspicious. <br /><br />BTW, I really admire you. You are really working to get well. I am also in awe that, no matter how much you struggle, you keep trying to help other people. You have a very generous spirit, and I hope that you know how much that shines through in your posts, even when you do not feel well.<br /><br />And you are not doing anything wrong. You are working very very very very hard to get well.<br /><br />It seems wrong to me to think that just because a medical disorder does not respond to treatment that somehow it is the fault of the patient. Think of all of the "physical" conditions out there that are chronic that do not always respond perfectly to medication. But no one tells people who are suffering from physical conditions that it is their fault if they are extremely ill for long periods of time, or if it takes years to find treatments that provide sustained relief from their symptoms. <br /><br />And I can also relate to the feeling that you have described.<br /><br />Sorry for the long post... I will go back to lurking ;).<br /><br />AnonymousAnonymousnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-51485085067955983962009-07-01T19:22:33.610-07:002009-07-01T19:22:33.610-07:00I have to agree with MSAE - it happens more than w...I have to agree with MSAE - it happens more than we'd all like to admit it :(Rachhttps://www.blogger.com/profile/11897760883997811787noreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-81643645689420106922009-07-01T15:30:54.370-07:002009-07-01T15:30:54.370-07:00No one has so many medicine treatments and therapy...<b>No one has so many medicine treatments and therapy and stays sick do they? </b><br /><br />I did. I think most do.mysadalteregohttp://myalterego.wordpress.comnoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-14391563.post-56938472619901467812009-07-01T13:32:30.180-07:002009-07-01T13:32:30.180-07:00Hi I was just wondering if I look like a spy, I do...Hi I was just wondering if I look like a spy, I do pass by most days :o) I have binoculars but am way too far away to see you. I also have similar thoughts at timesLifehttps://www.blogger.com/profile/09918334891240627464noreply@blogger.com